30 Posts of Truth: Something You Have to Forgive Yourself For.

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This is quite a difficult prompt, especially seeing as I feel like I have a lot of annoying personality traits. I could go on, and ON, about everything little thing I think is annoying about myself, however I'll just pick one. So I'm going to go with stuff I say. 

I have to forgive myself for being overly loud, and raising my voice far too often. I often don't realise how loud I am being, at least until I'm told that I'm being too loud. Also I ALWAYS say the wrong thing. I'm not very good with putting how I feel into words, so I often end up putting my foot in it with my friends. 

There were so many other things that I could have chosen, but I'll stick with that one. You my have noticed that my posts have become a little bit sporadic, and the reason for that is, I've started my full time job. I get home, eat dinner, and shower, and by then I am seriously tired. I don't get a lot done in the evenings to be honest. I'm hoping that once I've properly settled in, I'll be able to manage myself better and be a lot less tired, we'll see how that works out. Until then, I hope you enjoy these 30 posts of truth, they will be short and sweet, but at least you get something out of me!

30 Posts of Truth: Something you Love about yourself!

'Something I love about myself ' is today's prompt. It took me a little while to have a think about what I love about me, seeing as there are SO MANY THINGS that I love about myself... (haha). Anyway I finally managed to pick one thing: My eyes.

I think that my eyes are by far my most beautiful feature, back in the day when I actually used to get male attention, I was constantly being told that I had beautiful eyes. And I do love them. I think they are an interesting colour, and in case you haven't noticed I have really big eyes!

From this post.

This picture really doesn't do them justice. Around the outside of my iris' there is a strong darker line which you can see in the picture, but around my pupil there is lighter blue, and green coming through. I really wish I could capture the colour properly as it looks rubbish in this photo.

So there you have it, that's what I love about myself. Let me know in the comments what you love about yourself!

30 Posts of Truth: Something I Hate About Myself

I saw this on another blog last night, and after looking at all the prompts I thought I would give it a go. I probably won't write one every day, I'll just write when I can. So expect this to go on for a long time!

Anyway the first prompt is something I hate about myself, and this one is so easy! It's my weight! I hate how my body looks! I've never exactly been a thin girl, I've always had massive hips and a big bum, but before I went to uni I at least looked a lot healthier than I do now. I used to be able to fit into a size 14 pair of jeans, now I'm lucky is I can fit into a size 18. I carry all of my weight around my thighs, hips and tummy. In fact apart from my arms, everything above the waist is fairly normal. So much so that I can fit into size 14 dresses, that are of a certain style. It's a constant source of embarrassment for me that I can buy a size 14 top but have to buy size 18 trousers. The worst part about this is, I try really hard to lose weight, and it doesn't seem to go anywhere. I hate that I've managed to let myself get this way and I don't seem to be able to do anything about it!

So there you have it, there is my biggest insecurity. Hopefully soon I'll start shifting some of this weight, until then I'll continue to loath the skin I am in...