30 Posts of Truth: Something I Hate About Myself

Monday 27 May 2013

I saw this on another blog last night, and after looking at all the prompts I thought I would give it a go. I probably won't write one every day, I'll just write when I can. So expect this to go on for a long time!

Anyway the first prompt is something I hate about myself, and this one is so easy! It's my weight! I hate how my body looks! I've never exactly been a thin girl, I've always had massive hips and a big bum, but before I went to uni I at least looked a lot healthier than I do now. I used to be able to fit into a size 14 pair of jeans, now I'm lucky is I can fit into a size 18. I carry all of my weight around my thighs, hips and tummy. In fact apart from my arms, everything above the waist is fairly normal. So much so that I can fit into size 14 dresses, that are of a certain style. It's a constant source of embarrassment for me that I can buy a size 14 top but have to buy size 18 trousers. The worst part about this is, I try really hard to lose weight, and it doesn't seem to go anywhere. I hate that I've managed to let myself get this way and I don't seem to be able to do anything about it!

So there you have it, there is my biggest insecurity. Hopefully soon I'll start shifting some of this weight, until then I'll continue to loath the skin I am in...
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  1. I think we all have insecurities Hun xx


  2. A few months ago I could have written that just that I was a much larger size than that. I am now pretty much down to a 16 and love the skin I'm in even though I've still a fair way to go. Keep listening to your slimpod, finding those positives, you too will feel the same way :) They totally changed how I feel and my confidence, my faith in me :) ((hugs)) xxxxx